I'm breaking down , bit by bit .
I've decided to private my blog .
For a long period of time , until things die down .
Here's a question I've always wanted to ask .
' Where's the joy in coming to school everyday? '
Well, I guess there's none .
I'm facing major friendship problems , etc etc etc .
When you hate someone, you hate everything about that person . Right ?
You'll even hate the people around that person .
And guess what , everything starts from just a tiny issue .
Amazing , how humans can blow small matters up .
I tried to give in .
I stopped whatever I was doing wrong .
I offered an apology , but you didn't want it .
You just wanted us to remain status quo ; enemies .
Frankly speaking, I do not hate you .
I just , didn't feel as close to you as before .
I would think of how good friends we were last time , and wringe at the thought that we are actually fighting against each other now .
If there was a chance , I'd wish that we were back to how things were .
Class time is now a torture for me .
I'll never know when you suddenly stab me and the back .
You are , sad to say , a horrid nightare that has been haunting me for months .
No matter how hard Ive tried to ignore , to push away , it just keeps coing back .
It's really getting me mentally, emotionally hurt .
I've decided to put an end to this issue , and I hope you will too .
I sincerely wish to stop this , now .
Take it as I'm pleading you , just leave me alone .