Sometimes,
I imagine myself with pure black hair .
I'm online just to get the Fedac to start working and I'll get into bed .
After it starts working, that is .
Afterall , what can be worse than eating a tasteless dinner ?
I've asked myself about the class chalet thing .
Maybe I'm just using band as an excuse to run away from it .
Really , why am I just so afraid of [it] ?
I admit , I feel like like stuffing ---'s mouth with chilli sometimes .
Yeah, I feel like picking up a table and just throw it randomly and hope it crushes her face flat .
Not to forget , locking her in the girls' toilet and infest the whole restroom with flying cockroaches.
See ?
All the crazy stuff that I really want to do to her .
In fact , I really detest breathing the same air as her .
Argh .
Even so, I still believe that she's not that heartless .
I would still love to befriend her again .
But , sometimes things are just not meant to be .
We'll all take one step at a time, as see what come in our way .
For the moment , I'll just like to concentrate on my studies and band .
Frankly speaking, I'm actually rather immune towards her insults already . If they were directed at me, that is .
As for the class chalet and 2E4'09 gathering , I think I'll pass .
Looking forward to next NDP rehearsal though ; :D