So... A week's worth of September holidays just flew past. And I haven't even got down to enjoying any bit of it. *Cry of exasperation*
I have only been doing one thing for the past five days. I've been mugging. Okay maybe only for the past three days because the first two were days that I need to return to school for extra lessons and that kinda made up the daily studying dosage.. I guess?
But back to topic. The reason behind my motivation was sadly but truly, competitiveness.
I received my history tests on Tuesday and as usual.. I failed. For the first time in the eight months of me studying H2 History those failures looked especially glaring and mocking. I studied for it, maybe not as hard as I was supposed to but I did prepare beforehand (And that's why when people ask I would say I didn't, 'cos in response to my conscience - I did not.) Honestly speaking I felt so much like a loser that all I wanted to do was sulk. Why? Because there were people who were able to do well (ie. pass) and there's me, who's been failing continuously.
This is one of the many mantras that I've been living by:
If others can do it, why can't I?
I cherish everyone that chooses to stay by me despite my character. I'm not a very difficult person to live with because I don't exactly display my "dark side" often unless anyone/circumstances force me to, I love fun and laughter just like anyone else, I'm a big fan of teasing and I'm extremely playful. You should love me for all these and overlook my flaws. Nah just kidding. NOBODY IS PERFECT, I AM ONLY NEAR PERFECT. *laughs*
So anyway, a piece of good news is that I've been able to find another conducive place apart from the library to study. And that is......................... Aaron's place!!! *Throws confetti*
It's really a blessing 'cos his condo has tables and benches which are strategically placed for effective studying, and there are smart AJ people living there too!! *ahem Lanyu and Jasper!!* I almost couldn't believe my luck now I can haz the smartest people studying together with me!!!! Tell me how am I not supposed to pass promos like that. Okay no I am just kidding people smart doesn't mean I'll automatically become smart too. Maybe if I follow what they eat and which stationary brands they use I might become like that too. Sounds like a plan!! *smirks*
Now I don't have to wake up early to rush down to the library in fear of not having seats AND Aaron's condo is in walking distance from my house AND I have three extra smart people to coach me while mugging! I must have been able to redeem all these with my good karma points!!!!!
I sure hope my efforts pay off... Which sane soul in the right mind would want to retain? So I'm mugging my sorry ass off now. I'm mugging openly. Don't you guys dare say I'm a closet mugger. No one probably cares but I'm saying it clearly and openly and in the loudest voice ever: I AM WORKING HARD FROM NOW ONWARD.
Here's a picture of a mischievous looking Megan Fox - Who doesn't love her; now you guys will have another reason to love me more *giggles*