Sunday, May 26, 2013

C, all summed up - Wallflower period



Oh the horror. 

I hate to preach, but my eyelid keeps twitching, I have a really uneasy feeling in my gut and I utterly dislike that. I don't wish to socialise, I just want to keep to myself. Wallflower period, that's what I call it. For some reason I feel alone. I know there are people out there who genuinely care for me, thanks guys, but somewhat at the end of the day I feel... Lonely. Not the sad kind of lonely, but more towards the empty kind of lonely. Times like these I yearn for companionship dearly, yet I refuse to embrace it totally. I get urges to cry, to throw tantrums, I think too much, I'm emotionless, what in the world is happening to me. 

I'm fine guys, really.