"I love you because you exist, and oh my god you do it so well."
Probably the highlight of the week would be watching Swiss Winds perform live in Limelight 2014 at the Esplanade, as well as the brilliant retail therapy enjoyed where I lugged home three whole bags full of denim apparels, just because they were on sale. I got my nails painted a shade of hunter green, a colour I picked randomly out of the random nail colour palette I chose, and fell in love with it just because they look like what Medusa would wear on her nails. And maybe because I tried Krispy Kreme for the first time - my nails matched their box and man, those candied donuts were perfect.
Just a fun fact about me: I like my Sogurt in plain and strawberry flavour, topped with almonds, chocolate chips, oreo crush, cornflakes, cranberries and sunflower seeds.
More about Swiss Winds' serenade at Esplanade............. I enjoyed it thoroughly!!! I remember not wanting to leave my seat even after the encore was over because I simply couldn't get enough of them. I watched their serenade every alternate year (after standing down from band) and I love every single bit of each performance.
Truthfully speaking.... I always felt envious about these kids that get to perform on stage. I mean, that used to be my batch mates and I up there, playing those pieces, flaunting our solos and getting those applause. Now I'm there as part of the audience all I feel is nostalgia. Damn I wanna be like secondary three/four again when I was in senior band and such moments always make me feel like never wanting to graduate from band.
Nonetheless, it was a great catch up with the band usuals and this is the thing I love most about Swiss Winds - Friendships that we forge during our band days never ever grow old. I mean, we see each other like what, once a year, and we click back instantly like we've known each other since forever.
Can't wait for the next Swiss Serenade!!!!!!!!
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Do you think it's possible to be obsessed with someone forever? When we think of obsession it tend to be something like an infatuation, and after a while people just get over it. But what if you're unable to get over someone for life?
No matter how much they hurt you, how much they ignore you, and how much distance you've voluntarily put between you both - You still cannot get over them and they always manage to intrude your mind, leaving this bittersweet aftertaste mentally and all you could do is sigh and continue being obsessed with them.
They say there'll always be that someone who will come into your life, and then you'll realise why relationships never worked out with anyone else. But...... Have you ever wondered if there might be no such person that can change you, and your obsession, because if it's not him, it can never be anyone else.
It's not similar to being chained to your memories of that person, or what you have ideally imagined that person to be. It's actually more of a thing where you get even more obsessed at whatever he does, even if it's a simple everyday thing - You just cannot get him out of your mind and yet... You don't exactly want him out of your mind.
"Do not fall in love with people like me
I will take you to
museums and parks
and monuments
and kiss you in every beautiful
place so that you can
never go back to them
without tasting us
like blood in your mouth.
I will destroy you
in the most beautiful way possible.
And when I leave
you will finally understand,
why storms are named after people."
—
Literary Sexts: A Collection of Short & Sexy Love Poems
Edited by Amanda Oaks & Caitlyn Siehl
I will take you to
museums and parks
and monuments
and kiss you in every beautiful
place so that you can
never go back to them
without tasting us
like blood in your mouth.
I will destroy you
in the most beautiful way possible.
And when I leave
you will finally understand,
why storms are named after people."
—
Literary Sexts: A Collection of Short & Sexy Love Poems
Edited by Amanda Oaks & Caitlyn Siehl
I guess people do experience that. What a beautifully horrific thought.
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Just something for you guys to ponder about; I actually thought about it for quite some time before putting them into words. It's hard for me to comment much about everlasting obsessions (I don't even know if they even exist) because as of twenty-fourteen I'm only nineteen years of age - way too young and way too naive about the world and relationships. But still, it is an interesting thought that I happened to chance upon in one of my conversations with my girlfriend and yeah, I hope you guys saw some sense in it.
If you didn't... Good for you, you're probably free of a potentially mind-boggling and a wannabe philosophical thought though I don't exactly know if that's a good thing or not.
If not,
Ciao!
Chels x